Grey is the day of every day I wake up
The thought of going through another long day/night with out to
share the joy and vibrancy of what was
Your beauty and kindness lit of the sky with all the colors of creation
and you burned brightly
that even God Himself was moved to take you back.
But the ashes left behind did he not care what destruction he wrought?
I need your color back in my life and soon,I will.
I am tired of feeling grey and washed out.
Michael Sullivan
1 June16
The Inner Circle 
It’s hard for the one who has to leave, but harder for the one left behind. I’m sorry you hurt.
I just want our life back….we had a good life going. But I just hope couples never take what they have for granted.
As usual I enjoy your style of poetry. I’m sad for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Hoping tomorrow brings a little ray of sunshine.
You write with such honesty and beauty. Take care, Jinzo_2400, and thank you for sharing your eloquent words.
Thank you for the nice comment,I enjoyed your blog as well…
In June of this year will have been the 64th birthday and the 44th wedding anniversary of a dear friend, taken by cancer last year. June 1 was my wedding anniversary. We (we are still married) were married in her apartment. Now, her husband carries on without her. He spends a lot of time on Facebook administering a group and working through what has happened. I feel your pain today; I will hope that it diminishes with time.